I'm having flashbacks from my recent suicide attempt. I must have gotten violent in the ER because I'm remembering being told they were going to strap me down. I think I might have been but how do I know for sure? I had a bruise on my ankle but maybe I ran into something? I overdosed on over 60 .5 mg klonopin. I also think they pumped my stomach. Will I ever have answers? How do I I get past the trauma? I'm in the process of trying to get therapy, I'm waiting to hear from a caseworker, what should I do in the meantime?