Dear MC,
In some ways, I'm maybe a little nervous about your reaction to my e-mail (especially if it's silence, but I understand why you might choose not to respond). But I think I just needed to send it. I was really weepy beforehand this morning, and then like as soon as I sent it, I was OK. And I initially said all stuff about how you probably assume I'm e-mailing you for reassurance, but I also e-mail you for the following reasons. But then it was like, that's not really what I want/need to say. So I hope what I said was OK and not too personal or too weird or anything. And I hope it makes you feel better, and not worse...or intruded upon. I meant it as a positive thing, ultimately.
Love you,
LT
PS--I know it's the weekend, but that seems to be one of your main times of responding. So if you could say something back before Monday, even though I didn't ask for it, that would be great. But even if you don't, I still think I'll feel OK about sending that. (Might confirm Monday in session that you got it though!)