iunno... like i said in the other thread ya know.. i cant claim d.i.d. cause im not diagnosed with any dissociative disorder... so i dont know whats my problem is... all i know is somethings really wrong with me... i dont feel right, i try to stay me, but i never feel the same... im like a waterfall, the waters are always moving over, shaping the rocks, molding the bedding... the waters shifting.. the shapes changing.. i dunno if thats makes any sense.. where a normal person be like a tree, they grow big and strong.. i just stay the same, but also constantly change.. i dunno.. im frozen in time, but if i were to say it the way i see it, without offending anyone, so are many parts of me, and the waters are these parts of me, and as i walk through the day im just sifting the these parts just to survive and make it through the day in 1 piece because the world is a dangerous and scary place... there are thousands of parts... does that make sense...?