I'm in this mode where I am reading every possible side effect of my meds and "looking for problems, " making me want to discontinue meds. I think I am making myself psychosomatic. Seroquel side effects, in particular, scare me with all the Parkinson's symptoms that do not go away. I keep thinking about asking my pdoc to discontinue it, but it's the only thing (so far) that helps me sleep and is working in other ways. I honestly don't know what to do. I know I need meds for life, but I do have thoughts of just giving up and being done with it all when it comes to treatment. I guess it's a battle within me.

As far as therapy goes, I'm on a break. I think this break is actually helping for now.