Dear T,

So, I went for a nap and I woke up 10 hours later. Guess I needed that sleep then!! Missed dinner and music practice and cleaning out my hamster. Well, I missed everything, but I guess my body knew what it needed. Now it is 4am and I am awake and have been considering a walk past your house. Don't think I will though. Maybe a drive to see the sunrise? Or back to bed. Maybe back to bed!! I wanted to write that I love you in that email. I did write it, but I deleted it again and wrote what I did instead. Did you have any guesses at what I had written? Curious.

I don't want to ruminate so much, and when I feel connected I tend to less. There was so much more that I could have said, but I didn't want to overload the email. Do you know that I don't want responses to the content, so much as I just want you to know this stuff, and that I want to hear nice things from you?

Anyway. Yeah, I love you for catching me.