If there is one other little tidbit on info about myself that I would like to add to this thread it's that I won't ever be caught dead in a relationship with somebody who doesn't have a MI.

I won't be with somebody that doesn't know how hard it can be for somebody like me to deal with life nor will I be with somebody who can't feel my pain or know what it's like to hurt as I often do.

I would be too intimidated by somebody who is perfectly normal both mentally and physically to be able to function in a relationship with them without letting my insecurities get in the way, not to mention that I would feel utterly powerless when around such a person because I think they would have the advantage during any argument that broke out and more power in the relationship overall.

If nothing else, when I eventually become ready for a relationship, I would want somebody who is more damaged than myself; somebody with serious depression or codependency issues that is so afraid of being alone that they would put up with me no matter how bad my own issues became and would therefore, listen to me and obey me no matter what. Somebody that I have a degree of power over and not the other way around.

That would be the only logical way for me to survive in a relationship.