Just a question ...
Is it ok for a spouse to read all your journals online - written -etc.. my spouse just admitted to reading my old diarys that wer filled with my memories of childhood - teenage life some adulthood. . it was locked and i felt it the only type of privacy i had ..mostly held alot of memories that were very private.
Also .. i would journal in my email box in places i thought could be a private spot to put thoughts for my therapist to read .. he hacked into it and has been reading all of it but has yet to admit it ..i know this because in a discussion we had a couple nights ago .. he almost quoted me word for word..(the ones in my email box) ..
i feel raped inside.
i stopped journaling all together.
i threw away the old diary that was precious to me.
i have memory problems so now i feel i cant write anything
down that will be safe. i am DID and Bipolar .. writing helped me ...now i cant do that anymore .. what to do?
i know this sounds trivial but means alot to me - like i said i feel raped inside.. no where to put my thoughts anymore but to stuff them away in my head..ruining my therapy.
any thoughts?