I feel sad for you. I am your polar opposite. If I am going to drink, it is only a little, and there is a time set aside for just that. I get sick if I go overboard and that is not what I call "fun". To be honest, I only go to the bar because a close friend of ours owns it, and I go to give him business. If he sells it, I will never go back. Most of the time I am going 90 miles an hour with, well, everything: Job, pets, house, yard, etc. I am never "bored" sober, and I LOVE to think and love being alone. I guess I should be thankful for that......