Sometimes we just have to stay in bed, pink. It's OK. You are not a loser.

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I want to call T. He told me a million times to call him. But why? He can't take it away.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">From what you have written in your posts, when you have called T in the past, you either end up feeling better or you get angry at him. It seems like either of those things would be better than feeling really depressed and unable to get out of bed or do anything. I hope you can call. It will help!