Yes but you can't control your thoughts. Sometimes thoughts just happen. Depression happens. Happiness happens. Everything is connected. We like to slice reality up to pieces, take out a slice and label it starting point. And I guess that's how our brain works. It needs a handle. Most books choose a slice and name it "the solution". And that boldness and sureness pisses me off. In the same time, how else to live? We need to believe in something. I can't anymore. All are just slices. Though, again, this is probably a great way for one to lose their minds...But not sure I can stop now. And maybe it's not even that bad...