in a series of oddly timed events..........this post and then today's mail.

this card from ma: </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Just remember, nobody is normal. Everybody is weird. --Melissa Chen, age 11

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inside ma wrote in bold caps: IT'S TRUE!!

Normal isn't the answer. What works for you is. What has worked for me over the years is to hide in many a small space: under a desk, behind the davenport, tucked inbetween my bookshelf and my freestanding closet, under tons of blankets with blinds drawn, you get the idea.........

You're facing things as best as you are able to Justy. Scary memories can be just as terrifying as when they were real.