I'm not sure what I want, but I have that gut feeling something is spiralling out of normal, so I just need some support, I guess.

I needed to hear that it's not safe and it might not be what I expected. Thanks for that. I have no previous experience in this so I guess I idealise of what may happen.

I'm scared to even think of that it might be a symptom of hypo, well I know it might, but I want to hear assertion that it's not in my case I was so happy to be stable for quite a long time so that p-doc decided to cut down my meds. Going back would feel such a failure. I'm puzzled.

I guess I need someone to say that it's just a phase and it'll go, hold in there.