If you feel parts of yourself screw a real diagnosis! Do for yourself whatever you can. I hear you and the complicated life that your in. I am in it too. Compassion when you can patience when you can and understanding when you can. If there are people on here claiming your a liar and fake I say f@@k them! We all deserve compassion and respect. That's what is fu@ked up about this world. Tear people down for their differences and or make them feel bad about themselves because it builds them up.

If you need help seek it. Try not to worry about the outcome.