Sounds like progress to me, Candy!! Be sad for that little tiny innocent girl. Let your heart ache for her. And maybe you can get to the point where you know that you ARE her. Not "were," but ARE. She grew up, but she is still alive and still hurting. Be sad for her, be sad for you. You have had a lot of pain in your life, and you do not deserve any more. You deserve the affirmation and the comfort that comes with allowing yourself to be sad FOR YOU, your special, innocent, and good self.

*safe hugs*
Angela