My heart is breaking for you. You are in a dangerous situation and you are being punished for being human. I understand it can be hard to do, but you really need to find a way out of this relationship, and you need to try to take your kids with you. It sounds like you have been totally isolated from the outside world. I wish I had a way to help you.
Just know that you do not deserve to be treated this way. You deserve to be free from this. You had one affair, how many did he have?
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"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost."
~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
"I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group."
~ Anne Rice
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