ah ...you need to get out. Not tomorrow but YESTERDAY. He may be good to the kids but them seeing him treat you like that is emotional abuse to them.
I don't know how you can do it. Only that you MUST. Not only is your life hell but your children are being traumatized
Look up resources for abused women, reinstate relationships with family, divorce him and get money from him...but get out
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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