Pink,
I can totally relate to you right now about problems with depression and the husband. It's okay that you took the day off-pushing gets old after awhile! You're mustering up all the strength you can to make it through day by day and are doing it! You shouldn't feel guilty about staying home. My husband is wonderful, but gets so angry at me when I am depressed and unable to do anything but drag myself out of bed to go to work. We went through that this weekend and this morning before work. I wish he could take a turn just so he would know how it feels. Everyone can see him busting his @#$# to help me, but no one can see me pushing myself day after day to work. It's so frustrating! I hope you start feeling better soon, along with myself!
Take care!