Sounds like major progress. Doesn't feel like it though does it? I know I will have breakthroughs and just feel sad and deflated about it. I always hope that suddenly a light will flash on and I will say "Ah Ha!" and suddenly I will understand it all and it will all be ok. Instead the light will flash on and I will say "oh" and this soft gentle sad feeling washes over and a slight shift is made. It just doesn't have the miraculous feel too it. It leaves me wondering if I am making any progress. Then I look back and realize that each time I moved an amazing distance from the victim I used to be AND kept that victim beside me as a healing whole person. Does that make sense? I guess it does.
Carrie
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