I'm at a loss for words to respond to this currently. I offer up supportive hugs ((((kd)))) in their place.

thank you for sharing so much. I think it will only lead to more understanding within the lighthouse.

you are good, intelligent, your body looks very pretty (fat is not an adjective I'd ever come up with to describe you), beautiful, and most certainly not a freak!

letting this hate out isn't easy nor comfortable but it will make room for more love to come in. someday you'll be able to love that little girl and how wise she was to come up with an ingenious way of surviving.

Victim? no. Victims do not express themselves with the clarity and honesty you've shown here. You're no victim sweetie. You're a survivor who holds the light up for others along the way. And when you're unable to hold your light up high just reach out and you'll see that many others have been on this path before and they are holding their lights high so that you and all others on this healing journey do not lose the way.

((kd)) sending you love for all parts and ages of you.

(some loss for words, eh? lol)