I'm afraid..I can't think clearly at all these days.
There is nothing certain...I feel I'm really losing it
My brain doesn't work
I don't know if I'll ever be able to think, to work
It's like something is really wrong with me and it's getting worse and I don't know what
When I was smaller I thought my parents knew some big secret about me. Like I have some horrible illness or something but they won't ever tell me