So my therapist wants me to consider getting further help for me by seeing a bipolar specialist at the Mayo Clinic. At the same time.. I'm sort of losing it a bit. I started going a little hypo, started making some bad decisions.. have went a month without income... now anxiety is crushing me due these circumstances.. feeling like I could get to a dangerous mixed state. Sort of like a fuse burning. I feel like I need a break from everything. So... since my therapist (who used to work for the Mayo in Rochester) is suggesting me to go there for an initial consultation (he might not realize how badly I feel right now).. I'm wondering if I should go there and stay for a bit.. to calm down and maybe get help more suitable for me. The problem is that it would really stress my wife out .. who also doesn't know what's burning in me.. but suspects probably.. It will be difficult to deal with the kids and there seriously committing schedule of practices, recitals, etc. She is so burdened by me and my failing business. I don't know. I'm not sure what I'm asking here exactly. But needed to throw out the idea of just getting a way for bit before I make things worse.