T (normal, not art),

WTF is going on at the moment? I know you would say that I'm getting more and more in touch with my feelings and that you think this is good. But if having feeling feels like the chaos I've had over the last week, I know why I've been suppressing them for most of my life... Can I please go back to robot mode? And will you help me along the way... in fact: Will you let me go back?

I'm glad I did call you last week after all and that you did manage to find a time slot when I can come in in my lunch break. To make up for the session we're not having this monday. Stupid holiday, even though I like the fact that I don't have to go to work on Monday.

Just to warn you: it might get interesting. I'm still angry at you after last week. Will you let me be angry? Will I allow myself to be angry? Just a little? I'm feeling very raw and very young. And you know that when i'm feeling young you shouldn't argue with me. And you shouldn't throw logic into the mix. I don't get logic when I'm feeling like this. That doesn't turn out well. Ever. I just hope that you'll remember....

apprehensive and worried,
c_r