Not sure if anyone realized, but I had to quit my security job last month due to my back and legs. Been unemployed since the middle of last month, but doing the "application thing".

That has increased stress although I am getting unemployment benefits...........buuuuuuuuuttttttt, as of January 3rd, I will be gainfully employed again!

It is a job that I really, really wanted. I will be working with a friend of mine who has worked for me twice before - we make an awesome team. It is also in an area that I have never ventured into before, the hotel industry. Plus it is management, and salaried again (thank goodness).

After the initial thrill, I was petrified. Afraid of screwing up another job, afraid that I can't do it with my legs the way they are............I immediately emailed my pdoc and told him. He congratulated me and told me that he will help me to overcome these insecurities and keep the job.

My new boss offered me the position by phone, right after I was done with another job interview........lol. Now I just need to get some proper clothes. You'd think that would relieve some of the stress, but it simply caused a different kind.

I will NOT screw up another job.........I just won't.