Tulips had a great idea.

My thoughts on this are that I think it's worth it to try and not email her. At least for one or two sessions and see how it feels. She is right about the fact that we can't always have a counselor to spill out our feelings out to, but on the other hand, that is why we build up support networks. Do you have family or friends you could talk with. You may not feel comfortable talking to them about everything, but it might help just to talk with them about some things. Another thing is that you should pat yourself on the back for writing out your feelings here. This seems like a great place to come and let out your feelings with plenty of people here eager to read and support you. Anyway, these are just some thoughts. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.