Sometimes i feel like such a worthless sl*t. I hate myself so much sometimes. Its this overwheming deep thing that I want to destroy myself and I've been having some deep sad days and i dont even wanna take my meds. I'm finding it hard to pull thru.. I binge and purged 3 times today which is allot more than normal. I cut. I am just feeling so self-destructive. I just feel like there is no love to be had for me. None. I dunno wots wrong with me.