{{{{{{{{{{{Debbie}}}}}}}}}}}}} When we're down like you are right now, it seems as we have always had to claw and scrath for anything good in our lives. I feel that way myself. Try to think positive, Sweety. Think of the good things that have happened in your life lately.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.