I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like there is something wrong. When I was younger, my dad used to abuse me & stuff.

I talk to myself alot. Sometimes I talk to myself and act as another person. Having a conversation with myself. Its insane. I will talk about anything, dramatic. Sad. Happy. Anything. I could start crying when I'm talking about something sad.

And I tend to get frustrated alot and start hitting myself. Usually only when I'm alone. Most of the time, I'm alone when this happens. I will start making weird sounds and start scratching myself or digging my nails on my skin and start breathing really hard and I'll slowly start tearing up. My dogs will help me and lick me when this happens.

I feel so insane. I don't know what to do.