Yes, I've asked her about it. I've told her what I'm doing, straight up, I'm completely honest with her. From what she's telling me, she still wants to be my friend. She doesn't mind all these things. If she had hated it or gotten angry at me, it would've been easier to stop. But she likes being my friend, she says she can tell me everything, and I know she has told me things that she has never told anyone else.

It feels strange, because I know that what I'm doing is weird and wrong, and she knows that too, but neither of us seems to actually feel that it is wrong.