"A small grey spider...
TRIGGER
I've been keeping to myself"
I can probably count on one claw the number of female "friends" I have in "real" life..
I am, and always was, simply, and devastatingly... unlikeable, unworthy...should never have been born
Why did the maternal unit and the sperm doner bother

They were wasting their time to produce such an unlikeable and useless piece of ****.. born to be rejected by females over and over again,
There is nothing likeable about me, I've been told this by more than one "person"
At best, I'm simply forgettable... left and forgotten.. easily disposed of,
Just hurt me. It's all I'm "good enough" for