Sarahas
You posted in my Meth thread. You have experience with this drug. You know the lies & deceit that will follow it.
Does he have feelings for you? Idk. My friend told me he does, but now I think that it's just meth talk to keep me close bec I'm....interesting.
Does he actually feel? Again I have no idea. When you were using did you have feelings for anyone & were they valid true feelings? I'll never know that & most of the time I don't think I wanto know. I know I show a lot of signs of being codependent which, I think, is what an addict is exactly looking for.
I think you know the answers....
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