Those words are often used to describe mathematical proofs...just realized that after I typed it (I am a mathematician), but it also describes perfectly the thought I had while drifting off to sleep last night and which I shared with my T this morning.

I completely and unequivocally do not trust my feelings.

I completely and unequivocally DO trust Sonseearae.

She completely and unequivocally trusts her feelings.

As a part, though I don't see it, her feelings are mine.

So, I found a way to trust my feelings through her. Interesting the way we had to go about trusting our feelings but it works and so - not broken, no need to fix anything. <-- for me.