No matter how difficult things get please push through them. Challenges in life are what builds us and our characters. Often when we feel overwhelmed with these challenges our minds try to focus on every negative thing at once, which leads us to think we are hopeless. Depression can cloud our reasoning and positive thoughts. But ultimately you become a stronger person through it all and you should be very proud of that. I'm here to support you and there are many others who would do the same!