Spiritual experiences feel more intense with hypomania/mania.
It's possible to have both a spiritual experience and mania.

Many spiritual leaders deal with some degree of mania. I have seen this first hand, over and over again. Many of them go on sabbaticals (or otherwise disappear) when they get too depressed.

Maybe you have both a spiritual experience and some mania?
I've had both spiritual experiences and hypomania.

I have seen your posts on your spiritual struggles over the past year.
My heart goes out to you, not because you are missing anything, but that you are saddened while feeling you are missing out somehow.


WC