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Originally Posted by metalchick
Idk...I see red flags all over the place. If it is starting off this rocky, what will the future hold? It seems like he is really struggling with his addiction. Are you capable of being around an addict? Will he get you to use again? If you still want to pursue this then maybe back off a bit, take it one step at a time, maybe just be friends for a while and see where it goes from there.
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That's what's hard for me, being in his lifestyle. I care about him and feel like we have a good connection, I'm so drawn to him...but then there's him as an addict. I'm unsure, jealous, and feel crazy. I have expressed my feelings and I'm backing off and letting him do him...I'm here for him. It's hard to see him live a life like that.