I know the struggle. I feel the closest to God when manic. intense spirituality and all the super powers that come with it. but I.....idk .....i think they ARE real. there is something about being in that altered state that lends itself to being in a higher frequency.
when I'm depressed I can't hear God and when I'm stable......well he's there but its a struggle to find him sometimes. like trying to feel closer to a distant relative
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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