Me and my bf broke up recently, it's totally my fault..
I didn't treat him that well, and said things to him that I don't really mean, but was a spirit of the moment... i think hurt him...
and now we broke up, and he's start seeing this new girl..
and I am feeling terrible....

I thought we lost passion, and love.. but the truth is, he's the only the person I want to make love to right now..but now he's gone..

i miss him soooo much, i don't know what to do.. he really loved me before, and I didn't treasure.. and now I am feeling really devastated... I let him go, and trying my very best not to contact him.. but it's sooo damn hard..

he told me, it's too late, whatever I do now, is what he needed in the past 3 years.... i feel really crap...........

i know he still have feelings for me... but i really don't know what to do ....