Combat zone childhood experiences. Existential threat for prolonged periods. Forced confinement for extended periods of time. Run out of food. Revolution. Age ten,eleven and twelve. I don't know if I belong here, but it sounds like Complex Post Tramatic Stress Disorder and Intermittant Explosive
Disorder. I can get really mad fast, It seems sometímes there is a volcano just under the surface, and I don't know why.