Quite honestly atm I am personally hurting too much to respond to you, Rose. I will say you once said there was nothing left to say to your counselor, but also said that you were abusing pain meds to alleviate depression. That in itself tells me something is wrong with conventional therapy for you - be it you not liking it or the docs not working or the therapy itself not working. But when it all comes down to it, it is our responsibility to see we get the treatment we need to be healthy. I offered you possibilities. You choose some kind of thinking Ido not now nor do I wish to later understand. I do hope perhaps at some point when someone offers you help or information, you won't feel a need to take a defensive fighting stance.

I do wish you well, which, I am starting to feel, is probably more than you wish for me - and that's fine.

Just so you are aware though - essential oils are not "fragrances". Yes, the have a "pretty smell", but so does perfume and some household cleansers. Fragrances are simply chemicals mixed in a way to make a nice aroma - some of which do include essential oils, but not all. Essential oils, are pure natural oil extractions from the plant which they are named.

What you choose to believe is up to you. What has been proven is truth. Whether or not you choose to believe each truth is up to you. I know many people who choose to believe the world is flat. But it's always been my hope that when it comes to your health, you keep your options and eyes open for more options so if one option fails, you always havd the next to try.