Im in my late 40's .. When I was 23 I quit drinking because it was becoming a problem. I was getting aggressive and waking up ashamed.. I quit drinking 4 times before I put the plug in the jug.

Staying sober was no problem once I got through the craving period.

Fast forward a decade and I get sick .. doctor gives me Dilauded.. I fell in love.. I really believed it was what was missing all those years..

Another decade later, I am an addict / alcoholic. Its a progressive condition that gets worse and worse if we use or drink. Maybe even if we don't .. Today I can't just stay clean and sober on my own willpower.. Those days are gone..

I hope that helps.