I was driving today... and a thought just occured to me.. and now I cannot get it out of my mind..

First I want to say... this isn't to trigger off a "great" spirtual debate...

It is just something.. that bothers me ... now that I have thought about it... so.. if you would care to share your opinion.. I would appreciate it..

The way I view DID... it is a shattering of ones.. mind... like a mirror... shattering... all sizes.. shapes... and these shards represent the alters..

And.. I have always said.... "my soul is shattered".... so

now I am wondering.. in my spirtual sense.. is my soul... truely shattered too.. is it in bits.. and pieces.. and that is what God "sees"....all the "shards from the mirror that is now also my soul"..

And what does this mean?? to me within my faith.. does God "see" me as one person... or as several persons.. within one body...

Each.. alter has it's own personality... so is the whole held accountable.. or is the alter???? and if I have alters that work independently.. think indpendently... how can God hold me.. the whole of me.. accountable... if each and every alter is different.. and the "whole" does not have control of the outcome...

Do you understand???? I can't get this out of my mind...