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Mania feels magical. Colours brighter and sharper-like a sharpened image in photoshop. Everything takes on a magical meaning. I get euphoric or agitated. It's one of the two. Slow moving people tick me off. I Crack jokes and want to be super social!(I'm an introvert so it's unusual for me.)
I want to spend $$$ on things I don't need but whatever catches my fancy is fair game. I hand over my cards to my wife during this time usually.
I want sex and I pleasure myself because it aches so badly.
I have the desire to do drugs but I refrain. I do drink more though when Manic.
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Bipolar/BPD
Abilify 5mg
Prozac 40mg
Fish oil and vitamin D
"Of course it is happening inside your head Harry, but why on Earth should that mean that it is not real?"
-Albus Dumbledore
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