i told her about it i think, but i dunno.. i dont really ever remember what we talk about..
i wrote that email to her a few days ago and told her about it in there though..

i told her that im just not allowed to speak on the outside from the inside, so im writing on here to speak from the inside, the outside is to protect the inside... but its geting weak... everything is getting weak... im afraid its all going to shatter...