You gotta fight it. It sounds like you still have some insight, so hang onto it. Write down a list of your priorities and challenge the manic urges. Go IP if you can't control yourself. Rely on others to reality check. Do whatever you can do to stop the mania.
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
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