(((((( wildflowerchild ))))))

You have been through a lot. I'd imagine you are still trying to adjust to the loss of your husband, on top of all else. I'd like to write, "Have faith something will work out," yet I do understand that "faith" is not where it's at for you right now.

Take it day-by-day.
Have some hope, if that's possible.
Show yourself lots of compassion.

I hope it gets easier, soon.


WC