Oh, and T, for the first time ever today, your statement of "keep going" made sense. I am going somewhere, aren't I. I am moving. Before, it just seemed stupid saying that because firstly, if talking literally, I have no real option other than to keep going, and if talking metaphorically, I didn't really feel like I was going anywhere, getting anywhere. But it felt different today. It felt like you were encouraging me on this journey of self discovery and self acceptance. Kind of.