Tomi,

If I am still in California at Christmas.....I appreciate the invitation & would gladly accept.

I am working hard at getting the Dr appointment set up so my initial plan to be in KY for Christmas can work out. Stupidly, I have a plane ticket for my daughter to go there.....but if I can't get the appointment to get my meds in Kentucky (they said they won't fill my California prescriptions any more)....no point in spending 8 days driving or the cost of a plane ticket for myself just to have to come back to California by Jan 1.

I have to admit also that I am having stress thoughts even thinking about driving that far again so soon. I had a horrible time driving from NM to CA that last day....cruise control helped, but I was having a horrible time not thinking about being in bed under the covers & not coming out until feel better. The stress has been so bad, I almost passed out standing waiting for the elevator at the building the therapist is in today. I had to sit down on the floor for a few minutes to avoid landing hard on the floor from passing out. Luckily I got myself into her office.....but that was a scarry feeling.....my body reacts strangely to stress, so driving when I have panic attacks is dangerous.

Thank you so much for the invitation....that is so very kind of you.....it sure would be a joyous Christmas day to enjoy the happiness there & your grand-children.....Max is definitely a pleasure to be around.....he is so adorable & has such an interesting mind that goes 100mph +.

Debbie
PS
What are you doing up this late girl??????? (just read your other post WOAH????) you got a lot of different emotions going on right now.....wow