I understand where you are coming from. I think I'm just in a really bad place right now. I'm in my FTW mood and basically expect nothing but crap from people right now. I'm terrified of thunderstorms. We had some nasty storms come through last night, tornado warnings, ect. Our power has been out since 8pm last night and the estimate for it coming back on is tomorrow night at 10 pm. I didn't even care that storms were heading our way capable of producing tornados. Just plain didn't care. I usually get really stressed out when storms are coming in. No longer care. Sorry for the rambling mess of a response. I don't have the energy to go back and fix it.
Anyway -- I can understand why you are upset. You have good reason to be.
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~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
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~ Anne Rice
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