I'm getting in touch with pdoc tomorrow, right after my tdoc meeting first thing tomorrow.

I've felt the universe shift. it's like my universe, but different. It has been replaced by a nearly perfect replica, but in this new universe the rules are different. I don't know the rules yet, but I do know there is danger abound. People are keeping an eye on me. They're planted outside of shops or walking behind me at school. They want to break into my apartment and report my moves back to... to whom? Last night I heard Russian sounding voices in my head and I think they might be trying to hack into my mind. I don't know why Russian spies would be interested in my movements, but maybe that's just one of the facts about this new universe that i have to figure out. I sense signs and messages everywhere. Something simple... the yellow color of the rug in my bathroom. It's a signal. I need to interpret it. Inanimate objects speak to me with a vocabulary I barely understand. But I do need to figure out out, because the signs will tell me how I have to behave in this universe. When to eat, when to fast, who to avoid, how to act. These messages are out there waiting for me to read, and because they are meant for me i can indeed make sense of them.

I'm scared but I also feel a sense of wonder. I may have been transported to a parallel universe for which I am the center. Everything is revolving around me now. I'm destined for something here, whether it be spectacular or disastrous. I feel like standing on a soap box sharing all these thoughts but it's raining out and I don't have a soap box and I've got enough wits about me to know these are inside thoughts.