Thanks. I talked to my therapist today so I feel a little better. We went through worst and best case scenarios. Best case, I get another teaching job. Worst case, I collect unemployment and focus on my master's. Worst case isn't SO bad. I just can't shake the thought that I'll never get another teaching job, though I know that's catastrophizing a bit. I do have an English degree though you can't do much with that. but it's something to think about.

Thanks again everyone. It's just going to take time. I'm already in a fragile place because the two year anniversary of my husband's death is just four weeks away. My brother buying a house highlighted that loss, and losing my job...well it's just a lot to deal with. I can do it though. I always do.