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Originally Posted by Trace14
I'm glad you are still here I would greatly miss you if you would take that step.
What's keeping you from making the call? Going to the emergency dept.?
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If I call, I know they'll track me and put out a welfare check. I can't allow that. I can't be taken or go to the ER because life doesn't stop because I'm having a hard time. If I'm going to keep living, then I need to take care of life. If I'm not going to keep living, then what's the point of getting help if I don't want it?
It's messed up and I know that, but I can't stop thinking this way.